Sunday, February 08, 2015

La Birthday

As I aged, i had started hating my birthday. Especially the big three-oh. I remember that i told no one that it was my birthday and i was miserable and i only told this girl who came to have dinner with me, Aurelie, and i told her after the dinner.
But later i embraced the 30s and last birthday was cool. I got myself cakes (yes, Cake-s) and i wrote on it "Happy birthday to ME! :-)" (Yes, i did) and i cut it and ate it with everyone. I am a strong independant woman and i need no body.
That was my thing this year too. And i was really going to do it again.

But it got SO. FUCKING. MUCH. BETTER!!!


  • Started out with bro Aqqui getting me the dream watch i was so in love with. Titan Raga, Elegant, Subtle and So not me, but so so mine.
  • Then My friends(Di, H, Sony and Sru) got around and sent me the lapbag that was exactly right for my laptop and my style. 
  • Priya, my lovely colleague got me few earrings and a bracelet. Yay!
And i thought that was it. I was happy even though i couldn't go home for it. 
  • I heard on the grapevine that the patients, my lovely patients, were organising a party for me on my birthday. So i got a few sweets and got there, and they were there with a cake, and gifts and everyone sang and hugged me and i felt so so loved!!! Thanks Sonja, Swetlana and Girma!
  • Then everyone wished me around midnight and morning.
  • The next day, Ambili, my other colleague, got me a fab churidhar and she's going to stitch it for me. (Fabulous stitcher. I usually pay her, Hopefully not for this. :-P
  • Knickknack gifts and greetings for other people i love. 
Again, i thought it was over. Haha! No.

  • I got home, and i had a huge gift parcel. From Di, H, Sony and Sru. And i opened it and i simply perished and went heaven-ward. I got few earrings (Seriously, my earring addiction is showing. Damnation!) from Sony, same from sru, and a bangle. My favorite KHAKHRA,the mumbai snack, from Di. I love it!!! [ So does everyone in my home and at work :-( ]
  • AND... ANDDDD.... THEY ALL SENT ME LETTERS!!! HANDWRITTEN LTETERS ACROSS THE COUNTRY AND IN CASE OF H, SCANNED, BUT FROM ACROSS THE GLOBE, I AM STILL SO EMOTIONAL, NOBODY TOUCH ME. (My tumblr is showing :-|)
So, in the end, i am glad that it was my birthday. Not so glad that i am one more year older. Glad that everyone in my life is older and is making much more money than the teens we were. hehe. Glad that they all love me. Glad that i get one more year to love them and thank them. 

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

99 Questions - Day 10 - 91-99

91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
Everything superman does, without his sense of duty.
92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
One of those sunny days in my college where it  was me and Di and other friends and our inane chatter filling the commentary of whatever is going on around us.
93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? 
THE Engagement.
94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be? 
Justin. Ha! Timberlake.
95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go? 
Thailand.
96: Do you have any relatives in jail? 
No.
97: Have you ever thrown up in the car? 
Yeah. Our own car. Once.
98: Ever been on a plane? 
Twice.
99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say? 
You sure as hell love me. Say hi? Thank you. You have my heart. 

Monday, January 19, 2015

99 Questions - Day 9 - 81-90

81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
Loved. Laughed. Lived.
82: What is your favourite word? 
Apparently.
83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart. 
Person who is loved the most.
84: What is a saying you say a lot? 
What the F%^&
85: What’s the last song you listened to? 
Fireproof - One Direction
86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours? 
Red. Shades of red.
87: What is your current desktop picture?
Family.
88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? 
Ask me when i'm really angry.
89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
"Are you really really happy with being alone?" Mostly the answer is yes. Mostly.
90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed.
SCREAM. SCREAM. LIKE I AM DYING. 

Sunday, January 18, 2015

99 Questions- Day 8 - 71-80


71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? 
Save the dog. Or i wont be able to bear living with myself.
72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid? 
I tell everyone. That's the kind of drama i live for. Er, die for. I will travel the maximum i can, if i am completely healthy. There is always questions of treatment etc, you know? I will be very very afraid. Who wants to die?
73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.
Trust. Imagine love without trust? All the nagging doubts and self questioning.
74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? 
All the time this changes. Currently it's Hooked on a feeling.
75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
0526
76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? 
Mutual attraction, Mutual respect, trust and passion.
77: How can I win your heart?
Impress me. Then show me you care.
78: Can insanity bring on more creativity?
Yes.
79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? 
That I am not going to define myself my society's set standards for females.
80: What size shoes do you wear? 
6. What? Tiny feet, big girl.


Saturday, January 17, 2015

99 Questions - Day 07 - 61-70

61: Are you wearing socks right now? 
Indian person. Non corporate. Need more?
62: What’s your favourite animal?
Tiger. Baby tiger. Dogs too.
63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you? 
Self depreciation.
64: Where is your best friend? 
Mumbai.
65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr. 
Tumblr meme. I get it. altarofzourry, hobbitjt, thranduilea, condescendingqueen.
66: What is your heritage? 
Indian
67: What were you doing last night at 12AM? 
Sound sleeping.
68: What do you think is Satan’s last name? 
Satan sounds like Madonna or Cher. Last names don't define him.
69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
 What do you think? Is this a question to ask anyone over 20?
70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? 
I can be quite scary in my dedication and affection to an uncomfortable level. So, on the fence.

Saturday, January 10, 2015

99 Questions. Day 06 - 51 to 60


51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
I can't hold long lasting grudges. Temporarily, yes. But i'm too much of a fish brain to do it long term.
52: What is your astrological sign?
Aquarius. And I'm such an aquarius.
53: Do you save money or spend it?
I am a spendthrift. So i save some forcibly every month.
54: What’s the last thing you purchased?
Bra. Online.
55: Love or lust?
Love.
56: In a relationship?
No.
57: How many relationships have you had?
Hah. Define relationship.
58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
Nope.
59: Where were you yesterday?
At work.
60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
My new bra. ;-)

Friday, January 09, 2015

99 Questions - Day 05 - 41- 50

41: What was the last book you read?
The sum of all Kisses. Julia Quinn. I am still slightly into the historical romance thing. Other than that, its mostly ao3.
42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?
No. Who likes that?
43: Do you have any nicknames? 
Sree.
44: What was the last film you saw?
The battle of five armies. I am irrevocably in lust with Lee Pace and heartbroken over Thorin Oakenshield.
45: What’s the worst injury you've ever had?
Broke my ankle when i was 25. I couldn't get to the loo on my own, That was painful.
46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?
Too many when i was a child.
47: Do you have any obsessions right now? 
One Direction? Fanfiction?
48: What’s your sexual orientation? 
I want to say something interesting. But it might not be true.
49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?
Nothing too big i guess. Or damaging. Fucking sheltered life.
50: Do you believe in magic? 
Magic of life? Yes. I am a physician. You have to understand at some point that everything that you think is under your control, aren't. 

Thursday, January 08, 2015

99 Questions - Day 4 - 31- 40

31: Smell the air.
Fried street food.
32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to?
Fashion street, MUMBAI. Its not particularly horrible. It made me feel awful, the dog fight.
33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?
West? In india? East coast sea is horrible, whereas, our Arabian sea is a bae.
34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
HAROLD EDWARD.
35: To you, what is the meaning of life?
Being true to yourself. And beig happy that way.
36: Define Art.
Beauty. Creativity. Difficult to understand. Simple.
37: Do you believe in luck?
YES.
38: What’s the weather like right now?













39: What time is it?
^^^
40: Do you drive?
WE. DO. NOT. TALK. ABOUT. DRIVING.

Monday, January 05, 2015

99 Questione - Day 03 - 21 to 30

21: Who is your celebrity crush? 
Lee Pace.

22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping? 
No. I would love to.

23: How do you vent your anger?
I grind my teeth a lot. And slam things.

24: Do you have a collection of anything? 
Cricket cards were my thing when i was young. I have collected all my college cards and letters. That's about it.

25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? 
Phone. Whatsapp actually. No one i know skypes with me :-(

26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?
YES. Massively. I can end up a sad obsessive spinster (i have met too many great ladies who are) but i am okay with myself right now.

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?
Hate? Phone ringing. Which the Sherlock chase theme. It can be lovely or scary according to what i am anticipating. Still, i hate voice calls. The sound i love is the whatsapp message tone.

28: What’s your biggest “what if”? 
Scary one? What if i lost one of my family? Happy one? Lottery, of course.

29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
No. And No.

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? 
Pillow. Window. 

Sunday, January 04, 2015

99 Questions Day 02 - 11-20

11: Do you have any strange phobias? 
None. I'm quite boring that way.

12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? 
As a kid, yes. But i came out as i sneezed.

13: What’s your religion? 
Agnostic hinduism.

14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? 
Walking to get to a restaurant, or movies. Waiting for bus. Shopping. Taking pictures for instagram.

15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? 
Behind. That's where all the action is happening.

16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
One Direction. I know. I am shocked myself.

17: What was the last lie you told? 
Really really boring answer. Lies make me flustered a lot.

18: Do you believe in karma? 
Mostly. Then i see some people who should rot in the depth of hell living hell of a life.

19: What does your URL mean? 
Pretty clear, i guess. I used to live in a small village with the big city dreams. Now I'm in a small city. So no escaping the small i think.

20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? 
Strength, sense of independence. Weakness, too many.