Saturday, December 13, 2014

Someone wrote this to me a long time ago. It is still one of the most beautiful conversation i ever had.

It was me who took chance out of nowhere, I took step forward to set up a relation which was never on cards. She was least interested at me, like am now, so I got all those heartaches etc etc.
Then came you,we were never in love, hell we never needed love. We were the good chat buds.
It somehow filled the spaces in my heart created in past few months.
Then out of no where she realised my importance,may be she thought of me as granted before and can see it slipping then..
So we tried it again, to keep her heart. I tried to be nice and she tried to like me. But things never came to that first step again. It was like you blocked the way in many ways, except love.
But after you  I never needed her.
So if you ask me you came in way?
I would say yes.

Friday, December 12, 2014

Season of Giving..

I got this mail from a recently ex-student, with whom i was in good terms.

 Obviously I was ecstatic. Did i mention that this is from the Swiss? Who would say no to Swiss chocolates?

I'm sounding Happy in the optimum amount and grateful without sounding downright greedy, right? Wait a second. Its all going to go and die a painful death.
There ya go. Thats the sound of a million swiss chocolates falling into shit dungeon. And i tried to retain my poise and grace in my reply and sound less like a sore loser.

Did i succeed? You be the judge of it.

Monday, November 17, 2014

Dear Friend

When you came to me, you were such a young babe. Shiny and majestic, i still remember the first time i saw you. My hands trembled as i touched you the first time. I was in awe. I was in love.

You've been in my life through thick and thin.. Of my unsure early 20s loneliness... My late 20s self findings.. My connection to some fascinating people.. My tool to vent.. My entertainment console..

When androids came, i may have avoided you a bit.. It was light and easy to manoeuvre and i am so lazy, you know?

You withered, Your face got marks, your sound grew hoarse, your keys got stuck and dysfunctional..

Finally im resting you. but not forgetting what you gave me when we were together. I'm still half in awe and half in love with you. I cried.

Rest well, my Love.

A tiny part of myself would forever be yours alone.


Saturday, November 15, 2014

If anyone is around, i know that it has been a long time.
I am sorry for that.
I have half blame on the computer, with the non functioning keys and whatnot.
But the rest lies squarely on me.

Short Recap:
  • Still single. More happy to be so. 
  • Earns better now. Happy on the work front. Kudos to everyone who was with me during the jobless phase.
  • Self sufficient. I travelled to Mumbai and back from coimbatore. On a plane. (First time, ermagaaad! (Is ermagaad still in?)) Roamed Mumbai alone, and was really really feeling great about myself.
  • The family is more respectful i think now, about my wishes. Or may be they realised i have that thick a head now.
  • New Computer alert YAYYYY!!! Ehm. Yeah. 
  • New BLOG ALERT YAYYYY!!1!!  Its my professional (kinda) blog. Getting loads of spam. Support?
  • Going to be more regular. Hopefully.
See you Loves!
NB: The one direction thing still stands. Dammit. I even have a tumblr. And you are not getting that link. Its THAT embarrassing.